I Wanna Forgive You But I Just Can’t Forget.

I wanna forgive you but I just can’t forget.

Literally, alone in the cold you abandoned me,

More than physically.

I mean mentally I don’t see you.

Silly solilugues saturated with synthetic spiritual speaking.

I wanna forgive you but I can’t forget.

We haven’t had a conversation in years.

I guess when family feuds it falls over fickle forms of faith and failure.

Subjectively stating soon the shadows shave sheep.

When my father passed I couldn’t afford tears.

I wanna forgive you but you wasn’t there.

The day my Grandfather dropped me off at the homeless shelter.

I wanna forgive you but you know that wasn’t fair.

If I tell you, I love you, I mean every word.

I wanna forgive you but I know you don’t care.

So here I stand perfectly ok with being misunderstood.

Things fall apart and some roots aren’t as strong or deep as we think.

Shoulda’, Coulda’ and Woulda’ All walk into a bar.

Shoulda’ shows Coulda’ His scar.

Woulda’ yells out. “Damn, what happened and how did it get that far!?”

Shoulda’ seems content explaining what he should have or could have done.

“Life goes on.” Replies Shoulda’ and they all toast to change.

Forgiveness is good for sanity.

Forgetfulness would just be insane.

I wanna forgive you but I just can’t forget.

#IWannaForgiveYouButIJustCantForget